i seriously hate being a burden. i hate feeling empty all the time. i miss passion. i miss love. i miss alcohol. i miss being able to run when i want to. i miss being able to actually play the piano, as compared to the pathetic drivel i pound out now. i miss learning. i miss caring. i miss friends.
and yet, none of it matters. because i feel helpless in this situation. i can't change my location. i can't create the friends i want. i can't be successful and happy at the same time.
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